http://www.willitchangeyou.com/honest-responses-to-giving-up/ The Best in Personal Growth Fri, 30 Jul 2010 10:57:17 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.1 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/honest-responses-to-giving-up/comment-page-1/#comment-14743 Keith Thu, 13 May 2010 03:59:10 +0000 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/?p=2867#comment-14743 God allowed me to have acute leukemia 16 years ago. I could have laid down and died as the disease would have surely done to me, but I chose to fight through doctors, nurses, medicine, family, my own intelligence. I was in remission for 13 years then it came back which is so rare that they have very few documentations for it and no protocol. I have reoccurring upper respiratory infections that turn into pneumonia if gone untreated. I'm tire physically and mentally of the struggle. God has honored my fight for 16 years and I am grateful, but now it's time for me to accept the diagnosis. I am ready to go. I have lost everything in my life that gave me purpose and that I loved enough to be a purpose. I think I'll stop taking the medicine that has just be keeping me hanging on by a thread and let God take me. I feel no sorrow in dying...it's been in the plan all along. It's in all of our plans. God allowed me to have acute leukemia 16 years ago. I could have laid down and died as the disease would have surely done to me, but I chose to fight through doctors, nurses, medicine, family, my own intelligence. I was in remission for 13 years then it came back which is so rare that they have very few documentations for it and no protocol. I have reoccurring upper respiratory infections that turn into pneumonia if gone untreated. I’m tire physically and mentally of the struggle. God has honored my fight for 16 years and I am grateful, but now it’s time for me to accept the diagnosis. I am ready to go. I have lost everything in my life that gave me purpose and that I loved enough to be a purpose. I think I’ll stop taking the medicine that has just be keeping me hanging on by a thread and let God take me. I feel no sorrow in dying…it’s been in the plan all along. It’s in all of our plans.

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