Comments for Will It Change You? http://www.willitchangeyou.com The Best in Personal Growth Fri, 30 Jul 2010 10:57:17 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.1 Comment on Dealing with regret by Dan http://www.willitchangeyou.com/dealing-with-regret/comment-page-1/#comment-16865 Dan Fri, 30 Jul 2010 10:57:17 +0000 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/?p=169#comment-16865 Regret can affect us in many ways, but as long as you know how to deal with it and handle it, you’ll always have a happy life free of anger, rage and misery. Find out how you can eliminate regret from your life. http://bit.ly/dnGL3C Regret can affect us in many ways, but as long as you know how to deal with it and handle it, you’ll always have a happy life free of anger, rage and misery. Find out how you can eliminate regret from your life. http://bit.ly/dnGL3C

]]> Comment on Why change my attitude? by Lily Day » Blog Archive » Am I Happy With Life? http://www.willitchangeyou.com/why-change-my-attitude/comment-page-1/#comment-16683 Lily Day » Blog Archive » Am I Happy With Life? Sat, 24 Jul 2010 13:51:45 +0000 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/?p=9#comment-16683 [...] - We need to realise that regardless of past experiences, there is so much to gain from life! - A key to having a happy, fulfilling life is understanding the power of your mindset - We can make a conscious decision to change our attitudes! [...] [...] – We need to realise that regardless of past experiences, there is so much to gain from life! – A key to having a happy, fulfilling life is understanding the power of your mindset – We can make a conscious decision to change our attitudes! [...]

]]> Comment on Giving up on life by Fairy Tale - get real http://www.willitchangeyou.com/give-up-on-life/comment-page-1/#comment-16555 Fairy Tale - get real Sun, 18 Jul 2010 23:27:38 +0000 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/?p=2355#comment-16555 I fell in love pulled myself apart al rational went out of the window and that sensible independant lady I had woeked so hard to find the sweet girl he first met comppetly vanished.... I asked so many people they were all like hes insescure youve done nothing wrong blar blar blar I was so out of tune with myself I listened to them Id feel ok and then feel awaful and I should have known that if I felt the need to ask so many people that In needed to talk to him!! Instead we broke it off because he was like you want to get seriouse I like you but like I said I was engaged for 3 years it ended last year its taken a year to get to here thisis heavy and I cant give you the assurences you need. Deversated isnt the word I dragged that out of him then left him at the station. He sent a pleading text saying cal me back when you get home... I didnt... he still tested and called I didnt respond. Then I spiralled into crazy tests and emails mad at him trying to work out why what happened into a complete mess until it hit me... you did this it was flow9ng it5 was picture perefect he was right there saying and doing all of the right things Id waited 4years for a guy to do that I though I could never love again and I didnt realise why id gotten myself so worked up and then it hit me this is the same as at 21 this is heartbreak shit!!! And worser still this is regret!!! Regaret that I stumpt the growth when things were flowing, regret I even spoke to then other guy when I new this guy wasnt, Regret I hurt thenother vguy breaking it off after 4 weeks he was hurt at me, Regret that I never just explained myself like its nothing just a few dates nothing more, Regret that after agreeing to carry on I didnt just continue to be myself and show he the lady all of my friedns knew the nlady he first me, How a simple explenation and assurence conversation can feel so easy now and yet in the situation I couldnt see it, Regret for not testing the waters some more holdijg back as I always had done and for allowing myself to fall ridicukously in Love when the pain was not at all worth the sacrific for a 3 month thing at all !!! Regert for not calling him back that night for the calls the texts the emails I never thought I could do that to mmyself I didnt realise what I was doing or what I was giving away. Without them I may have just salvaged somthing!!! I gave away my pride my dignity my strength nand eveything Id stood for for the past 4years!!! No guy or girl would respect me tyhen way I acted!!! I alienated my friends my family, felt ashamed to be in my home I was like the girl who has this amazing life appartment and carear does not do this so I camped out at family homes for 3 weeks rejected my appartment. Lost a stone and ahalf in June, slept a lot, suffered panic attacks with regret like how could you do this to yoirself, fled my job for a week to turkey last minuet which I have never done ever I love my job toom much but I just could not stop crying. Whilst there I laid on a bed wishing to pass in sleep because at 21 I could say I was nieve I could say I didnt know any better but at 25 I was supposed to have it all together. I couldnt believe Id dared to ask for more when I had so much already and was in the best place I had ever been really enjoying life and loving myself. I couldnt beliebe where Id stared in February and where I had fallen to in june laying in the dark cursing myself telling myself I was a bad person had slapped fate in the face and set myself back years! I headed for thearpy when I got home somthingelse I hadnt done since 21. I saw the guy Id cancel the date with new it was wrong told him the ntruth to experiment and see if someone realy wants you will they want you anyway, he does but I notice that same resentment and being knocked from the pedastal. Im like you cant learn first time round you have to do again. I tried to date again ended up have rebund on a first date which seemed a real good idea tyhen I was like what are you doing other than carrying on then cycle of sabotage Id proded myself on never being that kind of girl!!! Im back at work now its the only place my life feels real but inside I feel complettly broken and shattared like nothing matters anymore and I hate it I hate it all it doesnt belong in my life I just want to cut it out. It took 4 years to feel whole and I pulled it apart in just a few short months and that beatutiful young girl with eveything I let her down I completly diminished her and Im still letting her down everyday that I continue this but I cant stop eveyday I crash at some point and I hate that I have given her this emotiona hurdle to comprehend because I know all to well you cant just flick a switch and you can feel empty for a long time. At 21 it was obviuse what to do - I had a whole world to change and grow. At 25 Ive done all of those things and its like this is too nhard I dont want to get up I dont want to do this nagain Ive done it all already there is no compensation for this... I have never fallen down so hard and not been able to get back up again and I just want to cry when I think of what Ive done to myself....... I cannot help myself Im spiralling and Im loosing and yet I have so much... Ive never been so surrounded with blessings and people and felt soempty and that just makes me feel even mire opf a worce person.... I fell in love pulled myself apart al rational went out of the window and that sensible independant lady I had woeked so hard to find the sweet girl he first met comppetly vanished…. I asked so many people they were all like hes insescure youve done nothing wrong blar blar blar I was so out of tune with myself I listened to them Id feel ok and then feel awaful and I should have known that if I felt the need to ask so many people that In needed to talk to him!! Instead we broke it off because he was like you want to get seriouse I like you but like I said I was engaged for 3 years it ended last year its taken a year to get to here thisis heavy and I cant give you the assurences you need. Deversated isnt the word I dragged that out of him then left him at the station. He sent a pleading text saying cal me back when you get home… I didnt… he still tested and called I didnt respond. Then I spiralled into crazy tests and emails mad at him trying to work out why what happened into a complete mess until it hit me… you did this it was flow9ng it5 was picture perefect he was right there saying and doing all of the right things Id waited 4years for a guy to do that I though I could never love again and I didnt realise why id gotten myself so worked up and then it hit me this is the same as at 21 this is heartbreak shit!!! And worser still this is regret!!! Regaret that I stumpt the growth when things were flowing, regret I even spoke to then other guy when I new this guy wasnt, Regret I hurt thenother vguy breaking it off after 4 weeks he was hurt at me, Regret that I never just explained myself like its nothing just a few dates nothing more, Regret that after agreeing to carry on I didnt just continue to be myself and show he the lady all of my friedns knew the nlady he first me, How a simple explenation and assurence conversation can feel so easy now and yet in the situation I couldnt see it, Regret for not testing the waters some more holdijg back as I always had done and for allowing myself to fall ridicukously in Love when the pain was not at all worth the sacrific for a 3 month thing at all !!! Regert for not calling him back that night for the calls the texts the emails I never thought I could do that to mmyself I didnt realise what I was doing or what I was giving away. Without them I may have just salvaged somthing!!! I gave away my pride my dignity my strength nand eveything Id stood for for the past 4years!!! No guy or girl would respect me tyhen way I acted!!! I alienated my friends my family, felt ashamed to be in my home I was like the girl who has this amazing life appartment and carear does not do this so I camped out at family homes for 3 weeks rejected my appartment. Lost a stone and ahalf in June, slept a lot, suffered panic attacks with regret like how could you do this to yoirself, fled my job for a week to turkey last minuet which I have never done ever I love my job toom much but I just could not stop crying. Whilst there I laid on a bed wishing to pass in sleep because at 21 I could say I was nieve I could say I didnt know any better but at 25 I was supposed to have it all together. I couldnt believe Id dared to ask for more when I had so much already and was in the best place I had ever been really enjoying life and loving myself. I couldnt beliebe where Id stared in February and where I had fallen to in june laying in the dark cursing myself telling myself I was a bad person had slapped fate in the face and set myself back years! I headed for thearpy when I got home somthingelse I hadnt done since 21. I saw the guy Id cancel the date with new it was wrong told him the ntruth to experiment and see if someone realy wants you will they want you anyway, he does but I notice that same resentment and being knocked from the pedastal. Im like you cant learn first time round you have to do again. I tried to date again ended up have rebund on a first date which seemed a real good idea tyhen I was like what are you doing other than carrying on then cycle of sabotage Id proded myself on never being that kind of girl!!! Im back at work now its the only place my life feels real but inside I feel complettly broken and shattared like nothing matters anymore and I hate it I hate it all it doesnt belong in my life I just want to cut it out. It took 4 years to feel whole and I pulled it apart in just a few short months and that beatutiful young girl with eveything I let her down I completly diminished her and Im still letting her down everyday that I continue this but I cant stop eveyday I crash at some point and I hate that I have given her this emotiona hurdle to comprehend because I know all to well you cant just flick a switch and you can feel empty for a long time. At 21 it was obviuse what to do – I had a whole world to change and grow. At 25 Ive done all of those things and its like this is too nhard I dont want to get up I dont want to do this nagain Ive done it all already there is no compensation for this… I have never fallen down so hard and not been able to get back up again and I just want to cry when I think of what Ive done to myself……. I cannot help myself Im spiralling and Im loosing and yet I have so much… Ive never been so surrounded with blessings and people and felt soempty and that just makes me feel even mire opf a worce person….

]]> Comment on Giving up on life by Fairy Tale - get real http://www.willitchangeyou.com/give-up-on-life/comment-page-1/#comment-16552 Fairy Tale - get real Sun, 18 Jul 2010 22:52:23 +0000 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/?p=2355#comment-16552 still completly love. Found my family and adore them. I tried every new thing I wanted explored every inch of my soul until I felt whole all by myself. I trusted myself I thought I knew myself inside out. My sister and frinds looked up to me I was the sensible girl with her bhead screwed on!! The person people came to for advise. I met a guy at 23 who I liked a lot I dated many guys at 21 but never persued anything at 23 I had a fun summer I was honest with him up front I couldnt get seriouse he wanted to get married - but he wasnt my first love it wasnt love I let him go he married. I always felt loveless was open but always disapointed. I was the girl who always liked to tease but wuld never take the plunge because no one was anything like my first. For 2 years I didnt date or anything it felt good I felt powerful I was in control of my happyness. At 25 I had the best year of my life I did things for me and for the first year since 21 I felt free, settled in my home, my alone time was a gift I felt no need to go out I loved the simplemthings being with my friends and family what ever they had I was happy for tyhem but Inever once felt alone or unhappy or like somthing was missing. Sure I thought of love I thught one day I dont make then rules weell just see. I met a guy end of oct stayed till end of jan this year I played the game as you do I didnt tell anyone - let himmchase test call, even if I ws freaking out inside I never told him I showed only the best of me. After 3 months I said I needed mo0re contact I needed to know I was building on somthing I needed assurence this wasnt just a booty call he couldnt give me any assurences simple as a regular phone call so I left I felt fine I was happy with how I handles it I thught tyo myself I am ready for this. So Feb2010 with Mars in Leo till June, a massie Zodiac T- Zone in then best place I had ever been i9n my life at 25 with freinds, family, self knowledge, own home carear car and love I signed to match.com with the idea to 'MAKE LOVE HAPPEN'. I truley believe when you are in the best place life brings great things to you and it did. I had 6 dates each guy I mailed messged me back it felt so easy I was like I should have tried this ages ago! I met a romanic soulful guy and clicked in conversation from the start he scared me because he said and did all of the right things but instead of taking things slow I pushed too hard I was so affraid of being hurt of taking that risk I was like I want it all or nothing. I was justbtoo honest - Id decided in my head to see him alone by our 4th date and to cancel another date with a guy id been speking to for a few weeks I just didnt need to tell hm mthat it changed everything he thught we were just seeing eachother and thats all I ever wanted as well I dont know what I was thinking!! Its somthing Id have never hae done in the real world match brought out a side to me I dont like I was like I can pick and choose I want somthing nreal so before I let an option slide I have to know if your for real... It doesnt sound so bad but for a guy whoes pulling out all of the stops I didnt realise it would make me seem arrogant, make him feel insecuere, li9ke oh now Im not sure would I choose her over others, he already told me he could be jelouse hed given me all then assurences I culd need I just had to push the extra button!! We still carried on for 2 months after that but t was never the same I hadnt got the response I was looking for so I freaked I became insecure vulnerable needy reading into every missed call or text. I notice on reflection a few occasions when he wanted assurence from me I was only seeing him nand I dint give it I was blind to it. I Yelled at him like why dont you ever respond to my calls and texts when it had never bothared me before. I was off that pedastal the tabels had turned and in the process still completly love. Found my family and adore them. I tried every new thing I wanted explored every inch of my soul until I felt whole all by myself. I trusted myself I thought I knew myself inside out. My sister and frinds looked up to me I was the sensible girl with her bhead screwed on!! The person people came to for advise. I met a guy at 23 who I liked a lot I dated many guys at 21 but never persued anything at 23 I had a fun summer I was honest with him up front I couldnt get seriouse he wanted to get married – but he wasnt my first love it wasnt love I let him go he married. I always felt loveless was open but always disapointed. I was the girl who always liked to tease but wuld never take the plunge because no one was anything like my first. For 2 years I didnt date or anything it felt good I felt powerful I was in control of my happyness. At 25 I had the best year of my life I did things for me and for the first year since 21 I felt free, settled in my home, my alone time was a gift I felt no need to go out I loved the simplemthings being with my friends and family what ever they had I was happy for tyhem but Inever once felt alone or unhappy or like somthing was missing. Sure I thought of love I thught one day I dont make then rules weell just see. I met a guy end of oct stayed till end of jan this year I played the game as you do I didnt tell anyone – let himmchase test call, even if I ws freaking out inside I never told him I showed only the best of me. After 3 months I said I needed mo0re contact I needed to know I was building on somthing I needed assurence this wasnt just a booty call he couldnt give me any assurences simple as a regular phone call so I left I felt fine I was happy with how I handles it I thught tyo myself I am ready for this. So Feb2010 with Mars in Leo till June, a massie Zodiac T- Zone in then best place I had ever been i9n my life at 25 with freinds, family, self knowledge, own home carear car and love I signed to match.com with the idea to ‘MAKE LOVE HAPPEN’. I truley believe when you are in the best place life brings great things to you and it did. I had 6 dates each guy I mailed messged me back it felt so easy I was like I should have tried this ages ago! I met a romanic soulful guy and clicked in conversation from the start he scared me because he said and did all of the right things but instead of taking things slow I pushed too hard I was so affraid of being hurt of taking that risk I was like I want it all or nothing. I was justbtoo honest – Id decided in my head to see him alone by our 4th date and to cancel another date with a guy id been speking to for a few weeks I just didnt need to tell hm mthat it changed everything he thught we were just seeing eachother and thats all I ever wanted as well I dont know what I was thinking!! Its somthing Id have never hae done in the real world match brought out a side to me I dont like I was like I can pick and choose I want somthing nreal so before I let an option slide I have to know if your for real… It doesnt sound so bad but for a guy whoes pulling out all of the stops I didnt realise it would make me seem arrogant, make him feel insecuere, li9ke oh now Im not sure would I choose her over others, he already told me he could be jelouse hed given me all then assurences I culd need I just had to push the extra button!! We still carried on for 2 months after that but t was never the same I hadnt got the response I was looking for so I freaked I became insecure vulnerable needy reading into every missed call or text. I notice on reflection a few occasions when he wanted assurence from me I was only seeing him nand I dint give it I was blind to it. I Yelled at him like why dont you ever respond to my calls and texts when it had never bothared me before. I was off that pedastal the tabels had turned and in the process

]]> Comment on Giving up on life by Fairy Tale - get real http://www.willitchangeyou.com/give-up-on-life/comment-page-1/#comment-16550 Fairy Tale - get real Sun, 18 Jul 2010 22:27:57 +0000 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/?p=2355#comment-16550 Ok obviousley despret to even concider finding hope to the darkest place I feel Ive ever been just by asking google what to do when you give up on life! Really what I meant was 'what to do0 when life and fate through you chances and you make mistakes nout of fear and vulerability and instead of embraceing li8fe you find yourself missing an oppoutunity and lying on the floor riddled with regret and conumed with self blame knowing you had the world at your fingertips. Completly affraid that you will always regret this time in your life woundering what if. At 21 Iost my first love it was a car crash it was ugly I had nothing an know one but I knew myself better than I could have ever imagined and powered thrugh with a strength which changed ky who life. I build every inch of my world solid. Derailed, therapy, self help & development booked, networked went out constantly brough friends together, went on holidays, plughed into work built myself a carear briugh my own new build appartment at 23 found an amazing carear the dream job and I Ok obviousley despret to even concider finding hope to the darkest place I feel Ive ever been just by asking google what to do when you give up on life! Really what I meant was ‘what to do0 when life and fate through you chances and you make mistakes nout of fear and vulerability and instead of embraceing li8fe you find yourself missing an oppoutunity and lying on the floor riddled with regret and conumed with self blame knowing you had the world at your fingertips. Completly affraid that you will always regret this time in your life woundering what if.

At 21 Iost my first love it was a car crash it was ugly I had nothing an know one but I knew myself better than I could have ever imagined and powered thrugh with a strength which changed ky who life. I build every inch of my world solid. Derailed, therapy, self help & development booked, networked went out constantly brough friends together, went on holidays, plughed into work built myself a carear briugh my own new build appartment at 23 found an amazing carear the dream job and I

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]]> Comment on Keep looking. And don’t settle. by Nancy Christie http://www.willitchangeyou.com/keep-looking-and-dont-settle/comment-page-1/#comment-16391 Nancy Christie Mon, 12 Jul 2010 11:54:38 +0000 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/?p=2945#comment-16391 "Don't settle" is great career advice. You may have to temporarily accept some jobs to keep a roof over your head but the key word is "temporarily." Every day, you should be doing at least one thing that moves you closer to what you are truly meant to do. .-= Nancy Christie´s last blog ..<a href="http://communityofchange.blogspot.com/2010/07/is-fear-aging-you.html" rel="nofollow">Is fear aging you</a> =-. “Don’t settle” is great career advice. You may have to temporarily accept some jobs to keep a roof over your head but the key word is “temporarily.” Every day, you should be doing at least one thing that moves you closer to what you are truly meant to do.
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]]> Comment on Giving up on life by Chad http://www.willitchangeyou.com/give-up-on-life/comment-page-1/#comment-16267 Chad Tue, 06 Jul 2010 23:54:43 +0000 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/?p=2355#comment-16267 Korey and Lindsay. You both remind me so much of how I actually feel all the time. I am tired and ready to go somewhere. Just not here any longer. Thank you for your postings. Korey and Lindsay.
You both remind me so much of how I actually feel all the time. I am tired and ready to go somewhere. Just not here any longer.

Thank you for your postings.

]]> Comment on Giving up on life by Lindsay http://www.willitchangeyou.com/give-up-on-life/comment-page-1/#comment-16262 Lindsay Tue, 06 Jul 2010 20:33:59 +0000 http://www.willitchangeyou.com/?p=2355#comment-16262 Korey- I understand completly how you feel. I spent time worrin about myself, I was never "happy" so I took care of "boyfriends, and family" they just took advantage of me. i was their for them to vent, as financially helpful for them as I could have been, but when I needed the shoulder to cry on, and ear to listen to me, or just a hug no one was their. When I'm sick no one is their to help me, to take care of me, just to push me out of bed, or off the couch to cook, clean, or do something for them. I have no urge to comit suicide, just to be left alone. I go to work, and do what I have to. It's all of these empty promises. I just want to finish my final semester in college, at 29, so I can be financialy stable, adn loose one load, then the family load. I used to Love being around people, and helping, but I have been burned to many times to even care any more. Korey-
I understand completly how you feel. I spent time worrin about myself, I was never “happy” so I took care of “boyfriends, and family” they just took advantage of me. i was their for them to vent, as financially helpful for them as I could have been, but when I needed the shoulder to cry on, and ear to listen to me, or just a hug no one was their. When I’m sick no one is their to help me, to take care of me, just to push me out of bed, or off the couch to cook, clean, or do something for them. I have no urge to comit suicide, just to be left alone. I go to work, and do what I have to. It’s all of these empty promises. I just want to finish my final semester in college, at 29, so I can be financialy stable, adn loose one load, then the family load. I used to Love being around people, and helping, but I have been burned to many times to even care any more.

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